Okayy.. I'm not in the good mood. That's why cam teringin je tulis entry nih. Usually I'm not the kind of girl yang easy to get angry. But once I really can't be patient anymore, that's when my patience has come to the very end of it. That's it. That's the limit. Ingat Twitter je ada limit? Kesabaran pun ada limit okayy? So bila kesabaran tuh dah sampai limit, korang paham-paham lah kan. Boleh bawak bencana. But excuse me, I'm not a disaster-making-monster. I'm not like some people yang bila tak puas hati je pergi serang. I'm a matured grown up woman. I won't do something permanently stupid just because I'm temporarily upset. So aku pendam je dalam hati. Tapi yelah bila dah banyak kali the same person did the very same mistake to me, I'm totally fed up.  The very bad thing that I'll do is to ignore the person. That's it. I don't go around and say abysmal thing about that person just to make others hate him/her. Okayy.. I know you all must be thinking that I'm a matured grown-up woman which is so rational, right? Hah? Perasan..

Actually memang I'm that kind of person pon. Okayy memang agak menyampah bila tiba bab masuk   troli sorong sendiri nih. Tapi kalau kita tak puji diri sendiri, sape lagi yang nak puji kan? However, don't over ehh. Nanti jadi riak and takbur pulak.

That's it. Stop about bragging things already. Kembali kepada tajuk perbualan asal, What Goes Around Comes Around. Ayat nih memang la tersangat feymes. True. And this is one of my favourite quotations. Hidup kita nih umpama Roda Ferris. Okayy.. tak tahu apakah bendanya itu? Silalah guna Encik Google yang serba tahu. Hah.. dah siap Google-ing? Dah tahu apakah bendanya tuh? Haa macam itulah kehidupan kita. Bulat. Kadang-kadang kita kat atas. Kadang-kadang kita di bawah. Tak selamanya kita akan berada di atas. I mean.. Hello, korang ingat korang je yang nak naik Roda Ferris tuh? Orang lain pun nak la. That's exactly what I'm trying to say to you guys. Kita tak boleh stop kitaran kehidupan nih. No matter how good you are, there must be some times when others are better than you. And vice versa. 

People are quick to judge others but slow to correct themselves. Susah bila dia buat salah, taktahu nak rasa bersalah. Tapi once orang lain buat salah yang sama, eh eh pandai pulakk dia melenting. Ohh, manusia. In my case, this is what happened. Aku ada sorang kenalan yang behave like this. She's like.. ughh totally full of herself and in her eyes, every single things yang aku buat tak kena. Well for example if ada laki nak kenal ngan aku and aku pun nak kawan ngan dia jugak (not to say flirting, just to get to know each other), mulalah dia bad mouthing pasal that guy. Padahal she doesn't even know that guy. That girl cakap macam-macam. That guy tak sincere laa, looks like a playboy la and blablabla. But I was like.. err chillax dude. Aku nak kawan je, nothing more. Tapi aku takdelah hirau sangat pasal tu. Yang aku macam nak tergelak bila aku tengok she's hanging out with that guy now. Dulu obviously kau cakap yang kau dislike mamat tu kan but well well well, I guess you got Alzheimer girl.

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Frankly speaking, dulu aku akui memang aku jahil. Kau alim, lagi mengetahui dari aku. Time zaman jahiliah aku, I did a lot of stupid things. But I get my sense back. I'm on the right track now and regretting my whole life back then. Embarrassing. Tapi kau sekarang buat aku rasa takleh nak respect kau. Yes, kau menang bila cakap pasal tutup aurat yet somehow bab lain kau fail. Dulu depan aku, kau nasihat aku baik-baik jangan kapel tapi aku tau kau kutuk aku kat belakang, kau umpat aku, kau keji aku macam aku manusia paling hina. Tengoklah kau sekarang- kapel jugak, berpegang tangan lagi. Tak malu ke? Aku kapel jugak dulu tapi ada batasnya. I know my limit and I won't let guys touch me even slightly. Lagi memalukan bila orang lain yang tak pakai tudung datang tanya aku, Eh aku ingat kawan kau tu alim tapi sama jugak kapel, bertepuk tampar. Siap baring-baring lagi. How do I respond to that? Even kita tak bertegur sapa macam dulu lagi, I hope you'll change for better.

I don't want you to fall into that stereotype hijabista. Liberal. Cukup dengan tutup aurat. Tak kisah berpegang tangan dengan kapel pastu lepak mamak dengan laki semua, kau sorang je perempuan duk huha huha.

1. Pessimist towards some things
2. Lazy-ass
3. Easily irritated by such small, unimportant thingy
4. Misophonic (hatred of sounds)
5. Has very terrible mood swings
6. Having problem waking up in the morning
7. Easily get bored of same things or person ( eh?!)
8. I will forgive but never to forget
9. BIG-HEADED EGOMANIAC
10. Fashion disaster (omagosh)